Sunday, July 23, 2006
12:40 AM
What a blog means?
Some say it's an online journal, some say it's somewhere just to vent your frustrations, to voice out your opinions.
Me? Why would I want to create a blog?
Honestly speaking, I don't know. And I must be nuts to create a blog, I couldn't even sort my time well. And I've only seen one of my friend's blog, I have totally no inkling on how people present their blogs.
Another wierd thing: I don't feel like letting my friends know I have a blog. Maybe I'm feeling insecure, maybe because I could forseen my dark side is going to appear in my blog and I don't want them to see it. Oh well, the artificiality of human nature...
Am I feeling dark now? I don't think so. I felt kind of calm, maybe because it is in the middle of the night, whereby everything is silent and asleep. And alone I am, the only soul in the house, staring at the computer screen, starting a private world of mine.
I must be too self centered...
But no matter, it is my blog, I could write anything I want and I could be odd, dark, nuts etc.
Will anyone read this blog? I don't know. But will I update this blog often? No, definately not. Since it's my blog, a place where all my faults and whinings come out, I will definately display my total lack of responsibility and punctuality to post a proper blog at regualar intervals. I may ignore it for a few months, than come down fast and furious on it... It is my freedom.
So, why I want to create a blog? Perhaps it's to release myself. ^_^
Will you ever notice me...