Honestly, I am feeling dazed and drunk right now... in fact, I've been feeling this way since my trip back from my hometown... god knows why...

So since I'm feeling drunk, this post will no doubt... *blurp*... have a drunken feeling to it...

I did something wierd... I really did something very wierd... I told my friends the address to my blog, odd, isn't it. Now, whatever I type down here, they will be able to see it... and so long ago, I'm actually saying I will only give them the address only after we leave school...

Does that mean that I cannot rant and grumble as usual? Does that mean that I have to stay hidden behind that pathetic mask of mine?

... I'm not going to continue on this topic, my friends will no doubt one day read about it... and god knows what they are going to think...

Not so long ago, I played for the Kiwanis Farewell Party. That, was an experiance. I'm a school pianist. The first time I played a patriotic song without any wrong notes during one of the minor assembly, I was feeling great. But the next few times, I slowly realized I'm not improving, and I'm getting bored of those songs, it became a chore, but I still hold on to it, for that few extra marks in my co-curriculum results. But that day when I played in the Kiwanis Farewell Party, I was actually excited, and happy about it. No doubt, when my friend called on the night before the party, and told me that she needs me to play, I was cold, nervous. She asked me to play soothing music before the party starts, and I don't know what songs to play. Normally when I play the piano in school, I only play the National song, the state song, and a couple of patriotic songs. Where the hell am I going to get soothing music?

Luckily after frantically flipping through pages of my music books, I finally found a few nice ones, and after hammering on the keys of my piano, I'm satisfied with the performance of my fingers. I've calmed down considerably, but I'm still moaning: "What am I gonna do, tomorrow I have to play that freaking piano~"

The second day, I played under the spotlight (it's very hot), nothing went wrong. A teacher even applauded! For that fleeting moment, I felt like a proper pianist, not one that struggles and gets no where!

But whatever it is, 'pianist' is a title to strong... The word 'performer' would be more suitable... hehe~

Another event I would like to write about is the karaoke outing after exams. As usual, my friends go nuts down there, I lose my voice half way and decided not to sing... But something went slightly wrong... songs that we did not choose start appearing on the list, and one of the song title that appeared lots of time was a song name "Afraid". We asked each other had we chosen those songs and none of us did it... Next, a singer singing on the screen was suppose to be a female, but the sound that came out was a male's voice~ My friends acted dumb, she laughed and continued singing...

Next day, they gathered around and start saying something spooky was in there... It's no surprising, there are rumours that such enclosed karaoke rooms are haunted. But I didn't feel the chill in the room, I think the atmosphere was fairly ok. Is it because I'm too blur, or are my friends over-reacting? I don't know, but when the guy's song sang that female song (as mentioned above), I find it very amusing.

Few years back, during the last year of my primary education, we attended an excursion. Night, when all of us were in the hotel room fooling around, the door rattled. We thought that the boys wanted to scare us, so one of the girls tried to look through the gap under the door. The door rattled again, and she didn't see feets or shadows or anything that indicates that someone was outside. The girls start getting scared. We tried to assure ourselves that it was the wind (I was sure it was the wind). Finally, one of them cried and we had to get the teacher... Honestly, I didn't feel scared that time. One of my room mate even find it shocking that I could laugh at a spooky time like that... I really couldn't feel the chill or anything odd about the atmosphere, I don't understand why they are saying something is not right...

But I'm scared of horror... A good horror story can make me scared throughout the night.

I suppose I should end this post... I remember that my cousin was grumbling about the fact that why she wasn't mentioned in my blog... I promised her that I will mention her the next time I post another new post. However, I don't really know what to write about her... I'm preety sure the next time she read my blog, her comment would be something like: "Go to hell, turtle!!!!!!!!!"

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Oh ya, did I mention that the virtual pet was a gift from a friend of mine, and my dear cousin was attempting to feed it till it die? ^_^